Knife In Hand

Lyrics

[Intro: Micah Callari] Knife in hand Hear my heartbeat pounding as hard as it can Try to stop me like the last time but you can't Swear to God this isn't happening again No, not again [Verse 1: Micah Callari] In bed Kept awake by all the noise inside my head I could do that overdue shit but instead I'll just cry and let my spirit fill with dread I should be dead, and yet I'm still alive It's been too long a day for me to sleep tonight Is this insomnia or punishment from high I feel an urge to leave my whole damn life behind I don't know why I guess it's fine I'll say it's all okay to keep it off your mind How I'm secluded wasting hours of my time Not even doing shit to justify this lie I might as well just cry [Chorus: Micah Callari] Who do I seek out to bring me out of the darkness that I wallow in (It's my time) To feed off for my need of this catharsis, oh I swallow it (Close my eyes) Don't beat around the bush, you got this far, it's come to push and shove (My best try) To get you up to somewhere you are loved, if you're lucky (Do is cry) (Back to a time when) (I lost my will but chose to find it) (Seek out the old me's ancient guidance) (Shame that he's buried and divided) [Pre-Chorus: Micah Callari] Flash back to a time when I lost my will but chose to find it Seek out the old me's ancient guidance Shame that he's buried and divided [Chorus: Micah Callari] Who do I seek out to bring me out of the darkness that I wallow in To feed off for my need of this catharsis, oh I swallow it Don't beat around the bush, you got this far, it's come to push and shove To get you up to somewhere you are loved, if you're lucky Stop being so dramatic when the clock is saying it's my time To see what lies behind the darkness when I close my eyes I'll grab the cursed thing and hold my breath at my best try To take the pain away cuz all that I can do is cry