Control Freak

Lyrics

[Verse 1: Micah Callari] I take a compliment, and I distort it I know I've never been good at reading warnings You like my temperament, so you support it Shower me in praise, then get mad when I ignore it (Sorry!) I know flattery when I see it, yeah no Don't call me the goat, I simply cannot be it yet Though I hope to be there at the top some day I know good things come to those who wait First thing she does is name search, she says it entertains her The things I do for fame hurt Keep it in my grasp, what little I have left of me To be called an ass, would simply be the death of me Gotta go fast, to finally reach my destiny Have you seen the best of me if you don't even text me back [Chorus: Micah Callari] I'm a control freak I'm so obsessed with my image and it controls me I simply fall to my knees, and pray to God and plead That I won't lose it all in a week (I've worked so fucking hard) I'm a control freak I'm so obsessed with my image and it controls me I simply fall to my knees, and pray to God and plead That I won't lose it all in a week (I've worked so fucking hard) [Verse 2: Micah Callari] Always ready to fight for your life just for an asshole Truman Show the way your circle's full of actors Zeroing in on the before and not the after Chasing your tail over shit that doesn't matter (Dog!) You're crazy, and I won't be a part of it Whining 'bout the fighting, but you're the one who started it You're not the center, you're not some fucking conduit Think no one notices, bitch, we've all been onto it [Chorus: Micah Callari] I'm a control freak I'm so obsessed with my image and it controls me I simply fall to my knees, and pray to God and plead That I won't lose it all in a week (I've worked so fucking hard) I'm a control freak I'm so obsessed with my image and it controls me I simply fall to my knees, and pray to God and plead That I won't lose it all in a week (I've worked so fucking hard) [Verse 3: gasmask] I think that my 5 minutes of fame will be over any minute I am merely a spectacle that will never be forgiven So what you sayin', I'm irrelevant Cuz I've turned away from making you a profit Thirty thousand hours of my life, I think I've lost it I'm the sunk cost fallacy in the flesh If I put another track in this track, it might be the best I am not a symbol, I will not be treated as such I'm just a man with an agenda, yeah they can't catch up Control freak, I've got them all right under my thumb Go tell them all to run, go tell them all to run [Verse 4: Micah Callari] If I ever sign a record deal, you might as well shoot me Cuz I'd rather go to hell than let a label deal screw me So much baggage attached to my persona's duties And the best part is, I don't think she ever knew me I'm the queen, on a throne of lies It be "fake it 'til I make it" for my whole damn life I got an audience of four seeing through the disguise As I'm preparing to be baptized [Outro: gasmask, Micah Callari] I simply fall down To my knees And pray to God And plead (I've worked so fucking hard, I'm a control freak) That I won't (I'm so obsessed with my image and it controls me) Lose it all in a week (I simply fall to my knees, and pray to God and plead) I'm a control freak (That I won't lose it all in a week, I've worked so fucking hard)