Livin’ Da Truth

Lyrics

[Intro] Just another freestyle guys.... Another freestyle of my life.... [Verse 1] I'm livin' da truth Featuring Me and You You know that it's true It kinda hurts me boy I didn't figure I'd be used It's just wonderfully living the Truth Though it wasn't wonderful It was cutting me back, worse than the booth I did a lot of bad shit when I was young Went through an alcoholic dad, my mama thought he was the one Made that same mistake, though I'm not proud of it Now that I think of it, life was in pieces of human shit Became depressed, I was living the truth I decided to cut my arms It hurt, the pain was wonderful It hurt like somebody was bitin' me with thеir teeth (Dat Tooth) Now I realize I fucked up It madе me a mess, I guess it was just Tuff Luck But I wish I wasn't a disappointment to everybody Including my mom I know that I was a bad kid Write them all down, that pen will run out of ink again I know that I could've fixed it But I didn't, now look at my state (Yeah) [Pre-Chorus] I know this is tuff luck But I'm Livin' Da truth more than once And I know This is Tuff Luck And The truth is kicking hard more than once [Chorus] I'm Livin' Da truth Not with you Did bad shit Hoping it won't happen again Livin' Da Truth Not just me, but you too Bad things happen Livin' Da Truth [Verse 2] So you heard part of the story It didn't get that gory I made it better than what it was You thought it was glory I forgot to mention my anxiety too It often raises to the roof I want to have a panic attack You're thinking it's probably not that bad But wait until the end 'Cause you'll wish that nothing was said I need to mention how much sleep I get, and how much I eat I think I'm super duper fat Even my step-dad calls me that I cry to sleep at night Thinking why I didn't pull out the knife Then I think of my mom 'Cause she didn't do anything wrong I feel really bad She thinks that I'm happy not sad I dont really take my meds Because I think I will die instead I really try But I'm just Livin' Da Truth Should I even try? Or live in this hell... [Pre-Chorus] I know this is tuff luck But I'm Livin' Da truth more than once And I know This is Tuff Luck And The truth is kicking hard more than once [Chorus] I'm Livin' Da truth Not with you Did bad shit Hoping it won't happen again Livin' Da Truth Not just me, but you too Bad thing happen Livin' Da Truth [Verse 3] You got my story My mom, she's good My dad is a drunk My step-dads verbally abusive My life is wrong My mom, she's good My dad is a drunk My step-dads verbally abusive My Life is wrong But I'm Livin' Da Truth [Pre-Chorus] I know this is tuff luck But I'm Livin' Da truth more than once And I know This is Tuff Luck And The truth is kicking hard more than once [Chorus] I'm Livin' Da truth Not with you Did bad shit Hoping it won't happen again Livin' Da Truth Not just me, but you too Bad thing happen Livin' Da Truth [Outro] Bravoooo.....