indigo

Lyrics

[Intro: phem] Glitter and glue A perfect night's a nightmare too I feel so cold, vivid blue Shades of pink and shades of you [Verse 1: mgk] Uh, this feels like the opposite of real life On my way to Valhalla on a steel bike Living fantasy like J.K. Rowling I'm J.R.R. Tolkien, these spliffs I love smokin' My hands full of stones and gold I'm Lord of the Rings, needles sewed, new clothes But it's more than it seems, I seen dreams implode Seen teens turn old before they grown Burnt out before they fade away slow I used to pick you up, now I don't There's some things I would rewind, but I don't have thе remote Therе's some things I manifested I wish I never wrote And all my friends? Really family, 'cause my bloodline's ghost (Uh-uh) [Pre-Chorus: mgk] Yeah, it's the life we chose Highways and Hellcats with Angel Wing doors I know I look back, the path went rogue I know I look back, I'm halfway home (I'm halfway home) [Chorus: mgk, phem, mgk & phem] So far away from where you are (Uh-uh) Without a cause, I know I'm fucked up But I'm not sorry And I will meet you where you are (Uh-uh; yeah) I make my own luck Because I don't believe in karma [Verse 2: mgk] I stopped countin' my age Because my face still look the same So instead of years, I use pain And if that's the case, then I'm five hunnid I been in a race with my trauma, can't outrun it No wonder why I drive like I'm being chased Pack up and move houses instead of renovate Put my newborn daughter to bed at eight Then I'm back on the interstate Chain-smoking, lookin' like I'm 'bout to hyperventilate Got everything to celebrate on the outside Still none of that eliminates what is inside And since I've gotta find a way to cope I start by reversin' some of the words I wrote Instead of being a demon, be a beacon of hope 'Cause one day we're hangin' out The next day you're hangin' from a rope, uh [Chorus: mgk, phem, mgk & phem] So far away from where you are (Uh-uh) Without a cause, I know I'm fucked up But I'm not sorry And I will meet you where you are (Uh-uh; yeah) I make my own luck Because I don't believe in karma [Post-Chorus: mgk, mgk & phem] (La-la-la-la-la, la-la-la) Without a cause, I know I'm fucked up But I'm not sorry (La-la-la-la-la, la-la-la) I make my own luck Because I don't believe in karma [Bridge: mgk] Yeah, this feels like the opposite of real life Uh, yeah This feels like the opposite of real life Uh, yeah, mm-mm [Outro: phem] Glitter and glue A perfect night's a nightmare too I feel so cold, vivid blue Shades of pink and shades of you