Dysphoria

Lyrics

The way she can't live It's in her face I want to promise Let it go away this time Let things feel real So I do not feel The weight of growing distant Wish I grew up to speak the way you do Feeling things I wished were so natural Felt in the way that I am supposed to I sit and smile, until I am your fool Let go of patience It feels okay to be loud Let go of kindness And shut it all out now Let go of maybes And what it means to know truth Maybe I'll find what I need confiding in you Now you can never sleep You can never quite see Never quite be The thing that I want me to be Do you want to hurt so bad That you can never forget again? Do you want to live like that 'Till you can no longer feel it there? Do you ever feel it won't end? That you can never ever hope again? Well, it feels so hopeless now It might as well just all come falling over Words I say, they feel numb to me Thoughts I think, they cannot make me move I wonder what it's like to even feel pain It's all over but the crying Let go of patience It feels okay to be loud Let go of kindness And shut it all out now Let go of maybes And what it means to know truth Maybe I'll find what I need confiding in you Now you can never sleep You can never quite see Never quite be The thing that I want me to be Do you want to hurt so bad That you can never forget again? Do you want to live like that 'Till you can no longer feel it there? Do you ever feel it won't end? That you can never ever hope again? Well, it feels so hopeless now It might as well just all come falling over Do you want to hurt so bad? Do you want to live like that? Do you want to hurt so bad That you can never forget again? Do you want to live like that 'Till you can no longer feel it there? Do you ever feel it won't end? That you can never ever hope again? Well, it feels so hopeless now It might as well just all come falling over