Hell Below

Lyrics

[Intro] He told me He told me He told me [Verse: McKinley Dixon, Sha Stimuli, McKinley Dixon & Sha Stimuli] Pick apart the problems that we humans face Sitting on the porch discussing my faith If Hercules had help from the gods, when my homie was in arms, where was the Lord, huh? Not demanding, I'm just not understanding If your powers are so commanding, why couldn't you help my man? Shit, with the powers so divine, I would've done the same if his flag color different from mine Where you alliance align? Get a clue 'Cause a nigga pull a gun on me, what I'm supposed to do? And if I call the cops they might shoot my ass too Only way to win is beat 'em there Thoughts of ending this but I don't mention it 'Cause my homies call me a bitch and an absent father taught me masculinity's everything And that won't leave my head Same reason I grip my waist when I see someone in red Trigger warning, this nigga's mourning So anything soaring in my direction will have the bees swarming And devour it whole Insecurities take form into a new mold In the dark of the night when I want to take your gold But I can't 'cause the hole keep my hobby in control My daughter need a father and I need to teach her quicker 'Cause I don't think I'll live to see her grow any bigger Figures, take us away to joke about it My mind is clouded from the fog that I inhale It's an outlet when you're down 'cause you're a black dejected male And your mama raised up pipe and gave her organs for sale while she was breathing And your fever snitching father died in jail Granny had me on the path to success, but I got derailed In and out of juvie got her so stressed, her heart failed That's why my daily move is fill up my lungs So my mental is less essential when I fill up my guns When I see that blue it's offensive, I wake up with ill intentions My reputation's the only thing I give to my son So when I'm gone, they would tell him how his dad wasn't scared And dad pulled out and popped when he saw enemies near Daddy had tatted tears, hated queers, did his years, but that part about him having no fear? That's a lie, I was nervous every time I let artillery fly I had faced the reaper and greeted him, looked dead in his eye I've done watched a thug and his killers fall on both knees and cry I put bullets inside of flesh hoping that others would die And I said it was for my block, I claimed it was for my fam I'd told my uncle I'd stop but my cousins [?] And he got set up by a thot he was smashing Pissed off a man, he got bodied, over vagina, his skeletons under land I don't know if you understand, you got a daughter at home And you're repping your set to death but see, I'm claiming my own My affiliation can make me have to pull out my chrome But sometimes, I hope I miss, I get tired of hopelessness I live in hell man