​thousand yard stare

Lyrics

[Lyrics from Snippet] [Verse] The future I'd rather forget is the present where I have to live I felt heavy, so I pass the piff to my brother, we crack it and chill On the shoulders, I tatted my tears Act like I don't know how I'm laughin' again On the low, in the back with the steel Even though I'm assured I ain't have to, I bring it I bought 8-ball, her purse Louis V I got angels that soothe me to sleep Gave my baby a halo and smooch, and her wings I got great ones that you get to me I'm so sorry I couldn't hold your hand I'm so sorry I scribbled on the plan All my dollars outgrew me as a man Im so sorry, I'm sorry once again With my palms, it's just pounds on second hand Fifteen hundred, ain't have to sell a gram I be treatin' the woman like the hand of God and treating my family like some fans I don't check on my brothers near enough They just blood me and be fearin' 'em I was scold and then started tearing up My emotion resulted on how I'm feeling, uh Crashed another car and I'm here with ya I was supposed to go get a MRI [?], supposed to die I be dodging the dotted like the guys When I feel, I'm pretending I'm alive When I'm feeling neglected, I'ma slide Put they check up, I put on my disguise That I wasn't rejected, I'm suprised [Chorus] Nigga blessed that I made it out alive Act like it's a given, my path I've deficient I'm meeting my maker with a smile If I tie when I'm slipping right, I chase the finish line, ribbon get shifted further out And I have to live with my lifeless decisions You love me, but now you know me now You finding the minute, you finding the difference I'm blessed that I made it out alive Act like it's a given, my path I've deficient I'm meeting my maker with a smile If I tie when I'm slipping right, I chase the finish line, ribbon get shifted further out And I have to live with my lifeless decisions You love me, but now you know me now You finding the minute, you finding the difference I'm blessed that I made it out alive