Phone Tag

Lyrics

[Intro/Chorus] And now I'm at the stage of life Where we just play phone tag And we apologize for not keeping in touch And all the tethers I had to that version of me Are just memories Thoughts I used to have And we just play phone tag And we just play phone tag [Verse 1] I'd say to leave a voicemail If it didn't make me anxious I've got a dozen unread messages And I don't know how to fix this Every day it builds up The amount of guilt I'm holding But it gets even harder To tell you how I'm doing The world continues spinning And I continue hiding I don't wanna FaceTime And tell you why I'm crying I'm scared you'll say it's my fault You know I would believe it I'm scared that I'm too different I'm scared you'll see me bleeding [Chorus] And now I'm at the stage of life Where we just play phone tag And we apologize for not keeping in touch And all the tethers I had to that version of me Are just memories Thoughts I used to have And we just play phone tag And we just play phone tag [Verse 2] It'd be nice to hear your voice But I'm bad at making plans My head is full of noise And I don't know if I can It's hard to reach out I'm scared of things changing Staring out the window I wonder if she hates me The world continues spinning And I continue bleeding I don't wanna FaceTime And tell you why I'm grieving Some parts of are my fault If you can believe it I don't wanna hear "I'm sorry" I don't wanna make you feel it [Chorus] And now I'm at the stage of life Where we just play phone tag And we apologize for not keeping in touch And all the tethers I had to that version of me Are just memories Thoughts I used to have And we just play phone tag And we just play phone tag [Bridge] I used to be able to walk down the street And you'd be there waiting for me Spending our downtime lazing about I wonder if you think of me We used to talk about all of our dreams About all the places we'd be We sat on the grass and hysterically laughed I'd see you look over at me But now I'm at the stage of life Where we just play phone tag And we apologize for not keeping in touch And all the tethers I had to that version of me Are just memories Thoughts I used to have And we just play phone tag And we just play phone tag