Room to Heal

Lyrics

All's well if it ends well, if it's never ending then am I well? The clock's still ticking so let time to tell, come to fill my bucket 'til my mind's well Used to play my hand as if I knew the deal Grinding like I was too cool to chill Pouring out my heart until there's room to fill, making space for love so that there's room to heal It's like I'm stuck inside a hole that keep on getting deeper by the second Scale is tipping, scared everything I'm stressing might start outweighing my blessings Putting on a strong face so my fam don't doubt me like I doubted myself Scared to show my true face too, like pray I don't let down myself Treated like you're an Adonis, still you look at yourself like a monster It don't matter how much you accomplish, still some days you feel like an impostor I'm just trying to get right in spite of what we're left with in this life Change my outlook when I get a little more insight Raise my standards though they're telling me to sit tight Need another spark to ignite my soul They say all's well if it ends well, if it's never ending then am I well? The clock's still ticking so let time to tell, come to fill my bucket 'til my mind's well Used to play my hand as if I knew the deal Grinding like I was too cool to chill Pouring out my heart until there's room to fill, making space for love so that there's room to heal Went from unafraid and undismayed, to full of doubt once the luster fades When you're overworked and underpaid, hard times feeling like they're custom made For you and you alone the brunt and pain then comes the rain, but I'm still here when thunder fades Sunny days coming through the comfort strain, til my light shine so bright they run for shade I can act and phase and front like this don't cripple me Some days I feel like this ain't shit to me Other times I try not to drown in misery, pray my wife don't break for the times she lifted me Return the energy and up my wattage, while dealing with injuries I hadn't acknowledged Becoming walls I struggled to abolish, but I had to break through just to get to solace They say all's well if it ends well, if it's never ending then am I well? The clock's still ticking so let time to tell, come to fill my bucket 'til my mind's well Used to play my hand as if I knew the deal Grinding like I was too cool to chill Pouring out my heart until there's room to fill, making space for love so that there's room to heal They say all's well, but we ain't making sure our mind's well They say all's well, but we ain't making sure our body's well They say all's well, but we ain't making sure our heart's well They say all's well, but we ain't making sure our soul's well They say all's well, all's well, all's well, all's well The clock's still ticking so let time tell, time tell, time tell Play my hand as if I knew the deal, knew the deal, knew the deal Pouring out my heart until there's room to fill, making space for love so that there's room to heal