Electric Future

Lyrics

My hearts on fire I'm on the edge now iyah Heard God loves a trier Still trying Friends ask if I'm good I say nothing I don't wanna be a liar Retail distractions Constant buyer Add to the fuel Now the sitch is dire I keep telling myself it's all good It's gonna work itself out I'm tryna make all my moves carefully You're not carefree when you vibrate higher I like being alone I can procrastinate to my hearts desire They said no we phoned formed But it's starting to feel like the formulas won Cos I done laps and laps on this circuit Maybe I should rеtire Who gives vibes to thе vibes supplier? Friends ask me what's troubling me now A lot of past issues I should've dealt with prior Distractions made the time fly by us I'm trying to move more direct not via I'm stuck in a loop that I'm tryna break fast like fry ups My insecurities shot me down Even I let me down Bare promises that I made to myself but I can't recollect them now I must've blocked them out Brand new regrets my collections Wow I still find it hard to explain what I'm stressed about Rie and Phe's getting older I'm stuck in my head But I am the shoulder Years past but I haven't grown much Maybe I've missed my peak is the phobia Fought wars in my head like a solider Bare letters that I couldn't show Mum I'm trying to find a way Maybe it goes away If I don't pick my phone up I kept ignoring what was most important On edge that's why I move with caution Been broke will I fulfill my fortune? Be real what have your mistakes taught you? Have they pushed or scorned you? I said they don't make no money So my girl's asking why am I making more tunes? I ain't really got no answer for that I came this far and it's hard to get back It's part of me now it's hard to detach Wanna make art with the scars that I have I know my life weren't as hard as my Dads Thank Gloria and Francis for that I'm gonna thank them with every chance that I have Lied to myself for the 100th time Self care it must be nice Self control on a strong decline What excuse will I make this time? Rinse and repeat You know the drill How many times? Did I say how many times? I swore I would change my life I constantly contradict myself Like I don't want to win Ponder how quick karma is Can't live life without consequences And really none of us have got long to live I don't wanna waste my time here God forbid It's a hard pill to swallow when your life don't look like it did When your dream might be all it is When the ones you hurt don't forgive I was tryna to wait for the right time Is the time now? My girl wants a kid I know I should just go find me a job But I don't want to quit Something's got to give But anyway who am I? Don't take my advice Or take my advice Don't stand still Run for your life Run for your life