Lyrics

Always been ambitious since a little nigga Tried to show em the vision, they ain't get the picture Sometimes you gotta travel the journey alone Maturity is admitting when you know that you wrong But that would take being real and this world Is silicone I'ts time to send em home they gotta pack it up They always talk a good one but never back it up Allergic to the fake nigga my sinus acting up 2015 I totaled the Acura I was drunk and had Bloody O in the passenger I was off the drugs like it was cool but it's embarrassing Had to change my ways I wasn't having it I know I'm better than that I'm better than that So at the top is where I'm settling at I was on the corner I was selling them packs Back when ping ding used to have the store on the ave Back when me and Brewstar used to chill by the yard Can't believe they killed my cousins man that shit hit me hard All the pain a nigga feel I gotta deal with these scars Left some tears in these pages while I scribble the bars Ain't see my mom in a while but I hope she know I love her I know it's hard raising seven kids as a single mother While you fighting addiction and dealing with the struggle Me and my brothers and sisters been warring with each other But when it come to Jarrel, Joshua, and Josiyas, Nessa and Jada and Jacob I hope you know I'm riding No we ain't have no guidance (Early morning wilding) I watch a man put his hand on my momma, woke up, choose the violence Man, all the shit that I been through They don't know that's the reason I jot my thoughts with a pencil Got emotions that's bottled up This shit ain't bout no followers It's therapeutic Most people don't speak the truth because they scared to do it (Most people don't speak the truth because they scared to do it)