The Music Illumindustry

Lyrics

[Verse 1] It's you against the world with a state of low complex Picture my self on stage with a camera, phone on set Paying homage to every dog who's high in the sky Seeing green, the price voucher, dollar signs for me eyes Been out of shape, that's Rick Ross taking a number two Strip the culture leaving hip-hop naked covered in bruises Brainwashing us with MKUltra Shampoo Speaking truth is [?] getting fired from Fox News Racial profile to keep private prisons occupied better You shaking when taking shots, dropping clips like Jive Records Even behind closed doors it'll leave the [?] Images hidden in plain sight, this horror [?] currency The sonic whispers of propaganda as above as below We sacrifice the music to the blood of a goal Rip out the tongue he speaks in and hand them these horns Powered like Kanye between pillars [?] sword [Hook] Madchild Worst fear when I'm lying in my deathbed Knowing this is something that I could've been the best at Doesn't matter if you guys don't get it What matters is that I do and where this is headed I just need some time alone (please) I just need some time at home You got your life, I'm just trying to find my own (yeah) I just need some time alone [Verse 2] Madchild To truly feel terrible inside is an emotion Feel like I'm chained to the bottom of the ocean Feeling drained as a product of devotion The people that I feel I owe I'm too close with I am lonely at times What I really need most is the loneliest of times Tired of your opinions, knowing what's best for me Deep inside already know the best recipe Keep in mind you are not in my shoes You don't understand the concept of art and the moods that it takes to create and demonstrate greatness The focus that it takes, you just debate statements That I make and you role your eyes There is only so much that I can hold inside The role that you play is a lead in my life But right now I don't fucking need your advice [Hook] Madchild Worst fear when I'm lying in my deathbed Knowing this is something that I could've been the best at Doesn't matter if you guys don't get it What matters is that I do and where this is headed I just need some time alone (please) I just need some time at home You got your life, I'm just trying to find my own (yeah) I just need some time alone [Verse 3] They come and shake your hand and say that you're the man They make you sign a contract and give you a hundred grand They say that they'll promote you and now you'll be a star You're suck for succeeding son, your family will probably starve The sixteen grand to spend on each CD The six hundred and sixty six to spend personally Five beats, features, cover art and merchandise But what about promoting, oh you figured that you're covered right? Actually, due to stipulations, all they had to do was tell a couple contacts Maybe make a Facebook page, for there another contact Mean while still gotta move all these units 'Cause you're still liable for the sign-on bonus Now everything's become in hell to [?] You'll probably wind up living in a shelter But if you're lucky they'll bring your messes to an altar [Hook] Madchild Worst fear when I'm lying in my deathbed Knowing this is something that I could've been the best at Doesn't matter if you guys don't get it What matters is that I do and where this is headed I just need some time alone (please) I just need some time at home You got your life, I'm just trying to find my own (yeah) I just need some time alone [Outro] Madchild I appreciate everything you've done for me I mean Everything you've done for me I love you, but I need to follow my own heart right now I know it's best for me I need to write, I need to record I need to be by myself I need to become the best artist I can be again I'm getting pulled in too many directions It ain't like riding a bike, dawg You don't just get back on and be the fucking sharpest fiercest fucking motherfucker out there It takes time It takes practice ​