Storming, Belief EP, 2013

Lyrics

I was born and I shtam (come) from the ghetto of Lawrence Perpetually guarded from questioning G-d and Forever forbidden from partaking in Controversial arguments regarding His Garden and His Guardianship Monarch or father? a contradiction Admittingly boyhood has sought to inhibit me Fortunately faltered to halt storming within Z Brought critical thoughts cynical bout what they were saying Explicit, no limit, can dissuade (shin) from swaying Began to demand answers, why am I praying? Who ran this buffet game that they all playing? How could I blindly follow What I have been told So many questions don't Know where to begin from Why did G-d create us, to serve him? What can I do for a Being who is perfect? What is He an Actor devoid of a crowd? If He's Absolute Good hows the world run so loudly? Death and destruction, disease, crime, torture Filth and corruption, hunger, poverty, wars And how in His world did He warrant the holocaust? Wondering caused, wandering off Herenstein, c'mon, admit it, you gotta Problem with religion you was given when you brought up Not a chasva (i.e. chas vashalom, God-forbid) knock on Momma or on Poppa Just hypocrisy from the ambiance of the Five Towns But the complications dawn from even farther; Jewish education in exile really botched up Therefore as a child popped the boxes of Pandora High Schools where I started but I promise I'm still not done Wondering caused, wandering off On to logical theolocal problems Ontological metaphysical issues Descartes and Kant like a knife through my tissues "G-d is" is horrible tautology Forged bridges to exotic philosophy Drawn in by the raw prospective Of developing my own perspective Find an ideology inclined to inspire me One that was free from illogical hypocrisy Found out about a modern brand of idolatry: How I command G-d to idolize me Sparked by divine subconscious desire Heart not satisfied with what I was finding Too smart to be buying what they was providing And now, can't hardly idoly stand about That which I have found I have got to announce I don't dare brag to have all the answers But with the clock tick-tocking it's time to start sharing Ta'uyos (mistakes) to Shmuel Brilliance is @Rav Aaron's Some other rabbis and some from my parents In my hip-hop philosophy I promise to be honest its My humble quest to get at the emes Nevertheless, 'fore i describe things as I see it Let me define what I think that G-d isn't Achi (brother) won't you please find with me Where we seeking and what we believin in Problem with religion you was given' when you brought up; Just hypocrisy from the ambience of the Five Towns; Jewish education in exile really botched up High Schools where I started but I promise I'm still not done! That was the second step of the quest with MC M SeeKING, emes (truth) seeking, the MC king Rhet (speak) rheteric the bestest, next is.. Whatever You better check this