Lyrics

[Hook: Dido] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got outta bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [x2] [Verse 1] Hey what's up Matthew Where's the vid I'd like to see it And I heard you rap about those hoes and the bitches you be seeing I've been screaming wolf pack So loud I hope you hear it I play Bonkers so damn loud and Matt's Back on a playlist See I've been writing you these fucking letters and I hope you read this Oh You're filming a clip right now? i'll text you later hugs and kisses Aye mister M-Boy your is phone broken or something? Yeah I know you're working hard tryna come up from nothing But Damn, is it that hard to hit a person back? I know you're caught up in whatever but I love you Matt I love you Matt we missed out c'mon think about us I know you're stressed but who would of guessed that I can't live without ya' You see I know you're tied up but I can tie you down Downward like a fucking frown Dammit can you come around I fucking hope you fucking read this fucking letter And I hope your doing so much better Your biggest fan [Hook: Dido] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got outta bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [Verse 2] Dear matt, I got your fucking note I'm feeling kinda sad Your handwritings a mess and it was a fucking sentence maybe less But I'm keep on fucking fighting with you and you're screaming I fucked up on some shit now I'm crying cause what you say And you say something hurtful and I just laugh it off cause you think I'm a joke ha You remember, you remember that time in the hallway Or the time you pulled the chair away And the times you took the pain away Or the time you bought me candy Well you probably don't, and that's why I write these notes But I'm giving you hope so, don't leave the promise broke But I'm still wondering who those songs were for Cause you know I get mad when you date them whores But I know you're probably wondering whats this letter about And I hope you're fucking reading this without a doubt And I know you probably hear this everyday Do you have any plans? I know you were busy yesterday And somethings up for tuesday But why'd have to go and blow me off last monday And sunday we were suposed to go out for sundaes [Adlibs] Love your biggest fan [Hook: Dido] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got outta bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [Verse 3] Dear my biggest fan I meant to write you I've just been busy We haven't spoke in so damn long how's your brother I'm feeling guitly Look I feel ashamed that I'd ever fucking call you that So here's a song I wrote it for you I wrote it were I hung my hats I know I'm a fucking dick And all that shit you fucking hate me I just think we should move along and just forget, it sounds silly Look Things change and I'm not that really proud of that I wrote this just because, not because I fucking want you back But when you went away I learned a thing called venting Instead of hearing all your problems I spoke some and resolved them uh' I know I changed I won't dance around the fucking facts But you're bringing up old shit, old like ancient artifacts I love you damn I hate to say but I still think about ya' I got the last text and I can't think the same with out ya' I know I'm wrong you know I'm wrong But heres the fucking problem You forgive and just forget all about the fucking drama Uh I swear I'm a psycho just like stan But you couldn't even reprimand So I had to slash throats again (Screams) [Hook: Dido] My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got outta bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'll all be gray but your picture on my wall It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad [Interlude] I swear I lost my mind yesterday when Alysa wrote me She said where the fuck am I cause she miss the old me That made me wonder when I went missing And took a look at all these new girls that I've been kissing But Lately I've been getting sick and sicker just tryna get my rich up But I ain't been contemplentating 'bout this shit huh? And maybe all this trust is just what gets me upsetta' I know But I been loosing time cos I'm quick to forget About to write another song I'll fucking regret Pour it all pour it all theres nothing to sweat Cause half this shit I fucking know so I'm ready to bet Did I mistreat her fucking all the time? But yeah this boy you know could fucking rhyme But I ain't stopping til' it's over I'm in it til' I win it and you'll be there fucking for sure Goddamn I'm so ashamed of All the broken promises I fucked up I know I go and say I'm that pack king But she just look at me and says the same thang You promised me you would never change Oh... Aw ha..