Mad Real

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Nothin' can make this man chill, makin' me wanna grab steel Pop this seal, end this headache, I ain't talkin' advil All I see is fake love, look at me keepin' it mad real If money make the world go 'round, understand that I am at a stand still I swear to god that it's like an anvil on top of my shoulder blades Never seen a colder rage, lately no sober days Vodka mixed with percocet, bitch I am a nervous wreck If you come into my bubble, I'm catchin' a body like circus net If you ain't learned this yet, then class in session I'm past aggression, this is the last confession (Amen) Never judge a book by its cover before you read it You ever feel you need to kill for the things that are needed But you just keep it a secret, deep down you're feelin' defeated You can't eat, sleep, your body's weak, and your ready to leave it Because it's hard bein' light when your surrounded by darkness It's hard spreadin' love when you're feelin' so heartless [Chorus] If you think that you know me I got some issues, and some deep, dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!) If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!) If you think that you know me I got some issues, and some deep, dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!) If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!) [Verse 2] I'm pacin' my minds racin', red line, throttle stuck Never seen this side of me, 'cause I usually keep it bottled up Like how the fuck do I keep calm, these problems that I speak on I'm goin' off the deep end, leap then he gone Hi, welcome to my abyss, you can all die in lion piss Another psychiatrist, I tried but I ain't buyin' this Shit that they tell me but they possibly right Like, the voices that I hear in my head that I constantly fight And honestly I just might snap, I'm tryin' to keep this man afloat But I'm sinkin' like a banana boat, I'm sick in the head, no antidote I can't stand it no, I've turned into an animal You try stoppin' me, and I'ma let this fuckin' ammo go And I'll do it in an instant, I end your resistance And I don't need assistance, you better keep your distance Or you gonna have to kill me man, do you feel me fam? Now do you understand, who I really am? [Chorus] If you think that you know me I got some issues, and some deep, dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!) If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!) If you think that you know me I got some issues, and some deep, dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!) If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!) [Verse 3] I wake up in a cold sweat, I ain't got no check Another eviction notice, and now I'm in more debt I'm fightin' like a war vet with my split personality It's worse than you think, young lyte versus reality You already know that I'm a wack job, it's who I be I don't act odd He's way too gone, please bring me back God! I'm typically poor, I'm despicable lord Chemically imbalanced, strangled by umbical chord And I'm biblical for, because I'm afraid of my dark side You can look in the archives, and open my heart wide It's empty, amend me, don't tempt me, needing to vent see Lucifer or God? I don't know who sent me Woot sa, woot sa problems I got a list yo Bitch, I'm a schitzo, only calm with a fistful Pills and a pistol, so you can go and judge me This is who I am, so hate me or love me! [Chorus] If you think that you know me I got some issues, and some deep, dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!) If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!) If you think that you know me I got some issues, and some deep, dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!) If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)