My Favorite Ghost (Phantom Pains)

Lyrics

Is the pain just a meter for how deep the love is? Or does it just speak to how strong the drug is? Take a man without his woman to depend on Trust me, all that tough guy shit goes out the window High note, low note, whatever note it ends on Every song's the blues Especially if the bond has been strong She always been my muse Inspired every hit song All I want to do is hit her up and get back involved Ego tells me lies Just to keep me safe She still love you, give it time, don't worry about it babe She gone quit that boyfriend Oops, there I go again Just setting myself up for disappointment Quit haunting me Baby let me go I keep seeing things You're my favorite ghost My favorite ghost Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing I do I do Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing I do For you Maybe in an alternate universe I could have done everything that I wanted to do with her But that's just a fantasy isn't it? Or is it? It's maddening The 'what if's' have left my heart shredded It saddens me It's difficult I'm forced to sit with it I admit it I can't think clear my visions tinted For the first time I don't trust my intuition In dreams she pays me visits She kisses me and giggles It's so fire Shit is so vivid Baby did you get it? My telepathic message I sent it You seent it when I dreamt it You see how I'm addicted I can't accept we finished Quit haunting me Baby let me go I keep seeing things You're my favorite ghost My favorite ghost Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing I do I do Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing I do For you While I do see now I need more love No amount would be enough to fill my own cup No applause, no partner, no spouse Will ever fill that space unless it comes from myself I need to look inside and not outwardly Now she gone away I feel phantom pains Like I lost a leg But I feel it's still there I lost my best friend POOF She elsewhere Quit haunting me Baby let me go I keep seeing things You're my favorite ghost My favorite ghost Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing I do I do Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing Every little thing I do For you