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Before I looked to you as something I adored An inch out of my reach beyond my form You were an object to me, you held my gaze The person I was once has me amazed So in my head I whispered words, empty now Not yours, not ever, no way, no how I do believe yes, looking back That you have always, always, known Yes, I wanted of you Yes, I longed to touch you Yes, I slept drained of you Yes, I never had you Yes, I've grown beyond you Yes, I've gone and lived without you Yes, I've thought about you Yes, I've learned to hate you Now, I realize you Now, I stand above you Now, I can despise you And all others like you Once, I would have loved you Done anything for you Held, touched, cared, forever fucked you Now the thought makes me abhor you You've done nothing for me Tears were never shed for me Still I know you knew it silently took more of me You'll never touch me You'll never taste me No matter how you want me You mean nothing to me I see red and taste your smile Bile-like spitting choked defiled Memories now so maddening, innocent, embarrassing Now you're nothing and I know As I look to you below Is my laughter not enough to show you how extremely you're fucked up