Lyrics

[Chorus] I've been holding on, see Cause everything I want, leaves To look up to the sky, I can only dream Of a brighter mourning Lately, I've been trying Keeping monsters under my bed, compromising Don't know why I bother, usually, I'm lying If I said that I was brave, I've been hiding Shape of my pocket is for my keys and my wallet Something's missing, must of lost my mind Got no spirit, I forgot it I'm used to "Vodka and Tonic," the only one to help me lose my mind yeah Even though I woke up with a smile on my face Only blood on my mind, wish to see that they get chased I was ready for whatever, shit decides to go my way But the happier you are, decide that you end up okay I'm on a losing streak, it's only us to speak The W's they never keep, I swear I'll walk through hell to speak It's all inside of me, messing within my sanity Ms. Mother, are you proud of me? [Chorus] Cause, I've been holding on, see Cause everything I want, leaves To look up to the sky, I can only dream Of a brighter mourning [Instrumental Break] It's hard to say how I've been really feeling And so I live inside this world that I've built all by myself So come, we take a ride cause I've been stuck inside This hole that I keep digging cause I'm scared I'll hurt your pride Took me in your bed of lies With a teddy pillow side When I wake up, make sure that everything is fine I hope that when I wake up, there's a smile on my face And I thought that you would never, stare the happiness a chase So the little bit of magic that decides to go my way I run just as [?] to see my smile as I am not the king Oh when I say I don't care, I mean I'm best at your care And you can do what you want, as long as we can be friends Acquiesce, I'm nothing without it [Chorus] Cause, I've been holding on, see Cause everything I want, leaves To look up to the sky, I can only dream Of a brighter mourning I've been holding on, see Cause everything I want, leaves To look up to the sky, I can only dream Of a brighter mourning