Idk What

Lyrics

Yo Lately I been dropping all my calls Lately I been ignoring the emails Working hard to get a couple records on the wall Day to day a race to pay attention to the detail I just wanna break, start to think sometimes that I might fall See my friends all having fun without me there I breathe air through the lungs that make me revenue Incredible Wish that I could hate without the residue of youth I just wanna pick apart the pedestal that You used to move on The charisma you faked just to keep strong And all the lies that you're fated for a new dawn I just hope it never takes long I just hope it never takes long Cause I know I ain't got strength just to stay warm And change? To be frank leaves me sleeping with the shades drawn I hate y'all, and I hate that my brain feels like napalm Just to state if I break I'll keep going just to save moms But til then every day is the same song I don't know what I don't really know what you want from me I don't really know what you want from me 2014 I was tired as hell, started doing shows Gonna go on the road, but I learned I was broke Left pops house, felt real low but I still had hope 2015 I gave up my health, smoking cigarettes just to hunt down death Getting bigger in a major major way 350lbs carried major weight 2016 lost the love of my life Made her cheeks so damn red when she cried Should've known better than to rock with a rat chick Had nowhere to go had to move back to daddy's Now I'm not making much, but I'm making it happen I wonder life would be dawg without this rapping This rapping thing is a part of me pardon me If I don't listen to what you'd want from me though I don't really know what you want from me I don't really know what you want from me