Holding On

Lyrics

Holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I'm holding on to who I was before Before I lost you [Verse 1] Scared of being honest with myself Tired of always blaming someone else And I've_been_smoking_like I don't_care 'bout my_health 'Cause either way, life ain't fair, so fuck it, might as well [Pre-Chorus] Lately, I've been looking back instead of forward Getting lost inside a photo We were laughing in the Rover Now I can't help but look around to find a reason Overdose on dopamine Waiting for a double meaning Yeah, lately, I've been [Chorus] Holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I'm holding on to who I was before Before I lost you [Interlude] (La nuit derni�re j'ai r�v� d'elle)(On �tait � la plage le coucher de soleil) [Verse 2] I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to I dyed my hair rose pink to feel like I have you I don't wanna know what it means to let go, but I do Yeah, I left my heart in a place that I can't go back to [Pre-Chorus] Lately, I've been catching Z's and counting zeros Hard to be in the mirror Try my best to see it clear, but I can't help it Getting lost in memories I'm overdosing reveries I feel closer when I'm dreaming Lately, I've been [Chorus] Holding on to who I was before Before I lost you I'm holding on to who I was before Before I lost you [Bridge] I try, but not enough Can't keep my guard up Unravel, spiral, I come undone But if I close my eyes, I'm holding onto you, you, you [Chorus] Holding on to who I was before (Holding on, I'm holding onto who I was) Before I lost you (Holding on, I'm holding onto you) I'm holding on to who I was before (Holding on, I'm holding onto who I was) Before I lost you (Holding on, I'm holding onto you) [Outro] Oh (Holding on, I'm holding onto who I was) Oh (Holding on, I'm holding onto you) Oh, oh