Lyrics

[Verse 1] I couldn't sleep at all last night so I opened up my eyes, it was 3 am My mind's spinnin' around in the dark, in the past, just like that ceiling fan It was only 1 in California, 50-50 shot she'd pick it up I stared at my phone like it was a loaded gun Sat on second thought [Chorus] I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up What it means to be in love Or if enough is ever gonna be enough Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone But when I find what it is I want Hope I'm not, hope I'm not the only one I hope I'm not the only one I hope I'm not the only one [Verse 2] Momma always worried, but I never saw that worry'd fix a thing Said I'd never be like that but give me one bad day and a few good drinks There I go, rabbit hole, wonderin' what the hell does it all mean What really matters? Who am I? And am I really where I'm suppsoed to be? [Chorus] I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up What it means to be in love Or if enough is ever gonna be enough Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone But when I find what it is I want Hope I'm not, hope I'm not the only one I hope I'm not the only one [Bridge] Thinkin' 'bout how life just goes too fast Thinkin' 'bout all the things I can't take back Thinkin' 'bout why am I thinkin' 'bout that? Sometimes I wanna pack a U-Haul up And just leave it all and run Tell her she's the only thing I want [Chorus] I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up Or what it means to be in love Or if enough is ever gonna be enough Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone When I find what it is I want Hope I'm not, hope I'm not the only one I still don't know what I wanna be when I grow up What it means to be in love Or if enough is ever gonna be enough Wonder if I'll ever be somebody to someone When I find what it is I want Hope I'm not, I hope I'm not the only one I hope I'm not the only one I hope I'm not the only one