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[Verse] That's all I keep hearing, they're rating me or comparing Outside, the people staring, I feel like I'm oversharing All of my straps are near and that's why I'm only God fearing Call his bluff, I double dare him then hit him with some ball bearings I just woke up at six and flicked it onto the news Another day in hell, they just spun a cell on the twos I got the going home blues, I'm smoking more weed than normal Putting mackerels in the kettle 'cause the servery food's awful I'm going home in couple weeks, I feel the energy changing The govs are moving dumb, I feel like my cellmates hating My nigga Trappo told me, "Go home and just do this rap shit" You can count on him to see the opps on the V and just crash it I don't know what I expected, I came home real reflective Chopping it on the page helped me put this shit in perspective If I ain't selling work, I'm still the one they suspect is A four-four and a Nike Tech fleece is my best fit When I was on the curb, man, them packs was flying I never thought I'd get a burn when told that granddad's dying When I shoulda been with my girl and actually trying I had some Lizzy on a saucer in the trap house drying You see the way the stress got, bro, I coulda lost the dreadlocks Supposed to be on Skrapz's tour but I'm on the sweat box Year later, walked out the gate, picked up where I left off Too many people on the landing, I can't go home If they ain't playing Henny Music then it's Marnz Malone It's dark bro, a fire hazard tryna charge this phone Every day that go, my heart just getting hard like stone Another year behind the door, that's my tape postponed Missed my kids birthday, rusty with my wordplay New Years was the worst day, granddad died the Monday Rz died from a stab wound, Sav died from that gun play Can't run, I'm just facing it You ain't supposed to be in here, the CM just keep on saying it Man that's on the landing's playing this And man said, "How you back in jail? You should be cooking hits" Well, he never woulda heard my shit if I never took those risks I hit the floor running, I ain't tryna take a day off With some real people in my team that wanna see this shit pay off Tryna collect a couple M's, the big crib will be paid off Told 'em I've changed since I took my man's dinners and made off Told little bro, "Keep it close", he's just tryna cause some chaos Somebody better tell probation to lay off