Lyrics

[Verse] My heart's so heavy, I've been sipping more Henny Probably got a four-four on me, your girl and the law on me Bro just went back to Onley, he ain't even sell properly Yo, this life gets rocky, had to cook that coke rocky Sliding through my old block and I hope the feds don't stop me Sexy one in my DM's, them gyally just want the cocky Sliding, tryna catch a body, lil bro got some dark hobbies Niggas got all these gangster stories but it can't shock me Drug testing on my licence, these pussios want me gone Recall had me back in jail, I didn't еven do nothing wrong I just need my paper long so I can't let hеr stay too long 'Cause she ain't gonna save me from these challenges I'm taking on I ain't seen a block in a year but I don't miss the trenches Certain man ain't sent me a message, I think I get the message The streets gonna say that I'm top three, that's why I get the credit I told bro, "I'm all good, don't worry, just get me £10 credit" Told myself, "The jail can't break me, not unless I let it" Just two years, my lawyers are good and I don't regret it My BM ain't giving me headaches, she already know it's hectic My manager still here believing and I won't forget it My heart's so heavy, got me banged up with no telly I've been refusing every celly, am I pissed? Very Christmas behind the door but it isn't merry Security ship-out last minute, where they 'bout to send me? I ain't seen my kid in eight months, right now I'm feeling empty Bro flying drones every week and I'm kinda tempted The Cali helps with what's on my mind, the shit that I invented This bitch just hung the blue phone up, now that's my pride all dented The relationship might not last and I can kinda sense it Got me in the 'nasium working, bro said "Just try and bench it" Heard my trapper just got bagged, I'm still taking L's Heard little cuzzy just got bagged and they took him straight to jail I came home, my son got taller, my favourite next of kin Every day I'm still seeing different ways that's affected him Sipping Henny, tryna forget the state that I left shit in Do not disturb 'cause I'm with shawty, know that my ex might ring Taking time, before I went jail, I was already behind Servery time, right to the front, I just step in the line Outside, ain't taking no checks, know I'm stepping with mine A million thoughts, I gotta process it all and get it to rhyme