Shoplifting

Lyrics

I'm disappearing, in the grocery store Twenty years ago in this grocery store I stood right where I stand today In the patterned tiles, see my mother's face Got a Gatorade as the checker waits I look up at the pearly gates I had only just turned eleven But God came down and spoke to me "You're not getting to Heaven" All my selfish Salivation Comes back to pull me up and out of here But I won't stay here Soaked in patience I will come and pull you out of there Maybe I could get myself out of here Give myself up to you And be just what you need If I'm taking my life If I'm taking my fear Who am I ready to leave be? All I know is my fate is sealed Not a blossom burst from a barren field I've got tight ass pants and some big ass shoes It was born of greed, I can birth it too It's the second move I make today I savor what I take, don't break my spell First time ever felt this weight and fell Right down into the cage, I could make it for myself All my selfish Salivations Comes back to pull me up and out of here But I won't stay here Soaked in patience Who am I really ready to leave behind? Finally Finally Finally Is there not some one to call? Finally caving the jaw Maybe I could get myself out of here Give myself up to you And be just what you need If I'm taking my life If I'm taking my fear Who am I ready to leave behind? If I'm taking my life Back into my own fucking hands Who am I ready to leave behind? Who am I ready to leave tonight? Moments I can't believe my hands Moments I can't believe my voice I leave myself at home when I go out to