Lyrics

I know I run my mouth No matter what I say I am the styrofoam I′ll never go away I never seem to win I'm losing every day So I′ll become the problem That I refuse to change I'm standing on the stage I'm shaking in my boots And when I′m at the gates Only time I′ll tell the truth At least as of yet No blood is on the bills That feeling in my tummy The guilty river fills And if you really want to stop me You're gonna have to come and kill me There is no love that fills me Only the things that thrill me And if you really want to stop me You′re gonna have to come and kill me I have no thoughts I'm guilt free You′re gonna have to come and kill me The belly The beast The dog on the leash I am truly committed To the end that I see The moment I thought it I just could not believe My soul in this body like an arm in a sleeve I left myself back At that gas station Who holds my form now And this new fixation Cut me off Take the loss Make my potion double toxed Store my alter in a box Sip detergent on the rocks All my bones and skin and teeth And face and muscle memories Too vibrant for the flesh I am I'll tear myself to shreds again Tear myself To shreds Lying in My bed The wells drained In my head Dodging all The toxins Who knew I could be that Easter bunny I leave a trail of my eggs then I takeoff running But there won′t be a single pastel Just the feeling hope is fading in a world that is hell (They said you could have saved him But you know what I say? That's in god's hands) And if you really want to stop me You′re gonna have to come and kill me There is no love that fills me Only the things that thrill me And if you really want to stop me You′re gonna have to come and kill me I have no thoughts I'm guilt free You′re gonna have to come and kill me