Lyrics

[Verse 1: Lila Drew] I'm scared of the silence, how it flutters through my room It just feels violent, I think you feel it, too, oh whoa, too Pulling on my fingers while you stutter through your words Your thoughts, they always linger, and I think I'm on the verge Of breaking down, don't know what that's about [Pre-Chorus] Your eyes, they cut right to the edge Of my boredom and order, obsessive disorders And trying to fight, but these feelings won't hide anymore I'm tired of the shit you said It's depression, transgressions, annoying expressions It's stupid, babe, why would you do this? You promised me more [Chorus: Lila Drew] I'm faded, it's jaded We used to be friends It was so innocent, but I'm done I'm faded and gone I'm faded, it's jaded We used to be friends But I hate to pretend that I'm wrong I'm faded and gone [Verse 2: GoldLink] Right, a good girl with a real bad body When we face to face, we get all off topic Say you want change, but you'll never change for me How we gon' beat the game? Never play for me But you just need trust, you just need someone to love You don't need all of this stuff, but you just keep playing I just want take you to Cayman Show you one, tell you one, take all this love and stop playing Uh, push up on it, feel up on ya, I don't care, uh Whisper something, tempt you crazy, pull your hair, uh No, no, no, baby girl, yeah, tell me something When we get alone, we get to cuttin' That's sad that we've passed the touching Jump, jump, let's have a party Stop fronting, I'm your nigga Big boy making drug figures Big boy was a drug dealer Get the bag, then we missed the past And you cannot change what you never had And don't let this shit fade away, all up in the grass, right [Chorus: Lila Drew] I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded) We used to be friends It was so innocent, now I'm done I'm faded and gone I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded) We used to be friends But I hate to pretend that I'm wrong (I hate to pretend that I'm wrong) I'm faded and gone [Verse 3: Lila Drew] I'll let the speakers blow my minds out You'll never let me go past sundown And I kinda wanna stay up late Well, I guess it was just my mistake You're talking way too fast and I can't understand it In the morning, you'll still be way too intoxicated You'll be calling on my phone now I won't be sleeping with the lights out [Pre-Chorus] I'm tired of the growing up All the texts left unread and the broken regrets And you're telling me that I should run But I can't even move [Chorus: Lila Drew] I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded) We used to be friends It was so innocent, now I'm done I'm faded and gone (I'm faded) I'm faded (I'm faded), it's jaded (It's jaded) We used to be friends But I hate to pretend that I'm wrong (Hate to pretend that I'm wrong) I'm faded and gone (Faded and gone) [Verse 4: Lila Drew] Didn't wanna stay past 2 AM Didn't wanna know what happened then I won't always be sober And I can come off as a loner Didn't wanna stay past 3 AM Didn't wanna go through that again Could this be bipolar if I'm getting colder? [Outro] I'm faded, it's jaded I'm faded, it's jaded We were friends for too long Innocent, now I'm gone I'm faded, it's jaded We were friends for too long Innocent, now I'm gone