Lyrics

{Verse 1} I was just chilling I'm thinking bout villains I'm thinking bout What if I wasn't the one to be living I wonder the day all my friends are forgetting The words that I'm spitting I was just thinking The people I've helped The people I love I wonder and think if they cared about me I'm feeling that nobody cares about me The world keeps on spinning When I'm gone in my sleep I tried to be nice to the people that hated me What they gon' say to me I am annoying I know Maybe I'm entertaining But the feeling by now is decimated Instead I'm the person that nobody wanna be Watching my pride when it fades into mist I'm watching my ego in water as it bouta sink I'm hoping I'm able to repay The debt from my parents I'm hoping the effort I put in to music ain't all for just nothing In fact all this effort I put in to making These lyrics is taking the place of the days That I'd sink into water that falls from my eyes The days that I said I was fine Is the days where I'm thinking I wouldn't be nothing Ain't nobody love me Ain't nobody want me {Chorus: Ceesr} The whole world keeps on Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep The whole world keeps on Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep {Verse 2} Lemme switch up the flow As if I am a river Man I wish that I was I be flowing forever What if I told you Everything were doing doesn't matter Yes it matters No one ever said I had to be the best but my inner ego Where did he go Disappearing What do I know Instead of saying that my music is the best I turn and I say that its better off dead My life is like climbing a tree I grab on to branches I'm reaching for help But the second I pull myself up Is the second I fall into dust I shake myself off and I'm trying again Cause what life is about is to never give up So I grab on the tree and I'm using my power With all of my will to get the top What if the top isn't where I should stop The second I stop is the moment I realize what is the point I'm never gon' be enough I'm never gon' be enough What If I'm beating up Who am I fighting for Who am I losing for Who am I caring for Who is the person I'm living this wonderful story for I was just thinking about all the things I've accomplished I ain't the only one I am just luckless Nobody listen What is the point if my friends don't listen Nobody care for my music Nobody care for the effort and time that I put into this Nobody liking the style that I'm making Nobody liking the raps that I'm making Nobody caring for it Trying my best to keep doing this Trying so hard to ignore it I was just wondering If I keep going {Chorus: Ceesr} The whole world keeps on Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep The whole world keeps on Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep {Verse 3} Waking up go to school Everyday Hoping its a better day But everyday feeling like the same day Should I runaway? Never ever gonna do it But the feeling might never go away Cause I'm in a circle where I'm doing The same thing same routine Everything ain't how it seems Wish I was in a dream where the things That I'm doing might actually matter No matter the path that I take I am hoping I stick to the people That always been caring for me Repaying my friends and my family Hoping I better be Better than better see I was exploring the thoughts of my mind I was just lying in bed thinking what happens If I die I am just waiting for my time The time that I fall and I never return Is the day that I'm hella afraid of Nobody knowing what's happening After you die I am afraid of I am afraid of the things That I will never know How far will I go I will keep going I will keep on helping I will keep on rapping I never be stopping Cause nobody ever gon' listen If I give up now Nobody ever gon' listen if I give up now I'm trying' so hard to make myself happy But I can't, cause my happiness Is based on my friends and family If they don't care, Why should I? {Chorus: Ceesr} The whole world keeps on Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep The whole world keeps on Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep