Staring Out My Window

Lyrics

[Intro] The only way you can feel this pain Is from the BasedGod, I appreciate that Ya'll hear that, from the bottom to the top This all out my soul, Imma give you all the real, for real [Verse 1] I'ma take you back to the days I was growin up Eyes lookin out that window Metaphor in my house, I was all alone Next time I'm in the cell, far away from the home But similar, I'm staring out that window Mary J. Blige "My Life" playing in the background No income, but that was the projects It was all mental, my life is a project When you realize it's hard to grip I be mad walking around on some ill shit I be one of the niggas that be like "Why me?" I can't help it, rage, I can't speak The only time I talk is when a nigga rap They be like, dude, I be like, a nigga's capped For real, this ain't just a rap So much pain in my life, I got to take a nap [Chorus] Sometimes I be staring out the window Fred Durst poster on the wall My boombox on my bed, I done live through hell But I ain't scared Sometimes I be staring out the window Fred Durst poster on the wall My boombox right by my bed, I done live through hell But I ain't scared [Verse 2] Trying to fit in, but I'm out the box Downstairs around the block, on the clock Look back, I've been betrayed by the coldest I'm staying focused In my own lane, my attitude so blang Feelings out the way, sometimes I be ashamed How I become wrapped up in my looks Now I'm not the same and it's hard to change Don't be so shallow, the life's an ocean I got to keep focused, I'm so complex Got to kill fast, trying not to die first Plans so diverse, protocol is so offensive My mind don't abuse it, I just keep it in the music [Chorus] Sometimes I be staring out my window Fred Durst poster on the wall My boombox right by my bed, I done live through hell But I ain't scared Sometimes I be staring out my window Fred Durst poster on the wall My boombox right by my bed, I done live through hell But I ain't scared