Lyrics

[PRE-Chorus] I done had doubts and they had put me in a dead space Mind full of stress, I guess I couldn't clear my headspace Fighting insomnia, still up in the bed late Feeling like a head case, man [HOOK] I was out here on the search Popping up at every scene Feeling like my grass won't green Now I'm seeing that it's turf Had to go my own way, had to go and make my own wave Now I feel like I can surf Mama was in labor too long, suffering through two stillborns Now I see why I was birth Now I know I got a purpose I know why I'm on the earth I can finally see my worth [VERSE] All of this time I've been a giant mama who knew Just had to switch up my perspective with a new view I started walking in my purpose likе a new shoe Gave it up to God and told thе devil I rebuke you Wasn't nothing going right for me, it was straight grim I know shoot a shoot but homie I was hitting straight rim Worried about my head underwater like I can't swim Can't believe I ever had a doubt like I ain't him [PRE-Chorus] I done had doubts and they had put me in a dead space Mind full of stress, I guess I couldn't clear my head space Fighting insomnia, still up in the bed lay Feeling like a head case, man [HOOK] I was out here on the search Popping up at every scene Feeling like my grass won't green Now I'm seeing that it's turf Had to go my own way Had to go and make my own wave Now I feel like I can surf Mama wasn't labor too long Suffering through two stillborns Now I see why I was birthed Now I know I got a purpose I know why I'm on the earth And I was out here on the search Popping up at every scene Feeling like my grass won't green Now I'm seeing that it's turf Had to go my own way Had to go and make my own wave Now I feel like I can surf Mama was in labor too long Suffering through two stillborns Now I see why I was birthed Now I know I got a purpose I know why I'm on the earth I can finally see my worth