Portrait of a Cigarette Smoker at Age 19

Lyrics

[Verse 1]I used to be a stereotype, half alive with half open eyes With a one track mind and a flawed design Feeling like I was lost at sea at only the age of 19 Floating around in alcohol and apathy Taking in too much caffeine and nicotine [Pre-Chorus] If we make it out of here alive Just say you won't look back to see Just who we left behind [Chorus] There might not be a next time With all the ups and downs and turnarounds Might not be a next time To the breaking up to breaking down Might not be a next time Yeah we were the ones who'd say There might not be a next time [Verse 2] I used to be a stereotype, someone you'd never recognize With fingers so yellow that they matched the yellow skies And there were a few things I memorized from all those blurry times Like bottles clinking under blinking signs And a few last words from long lost friends of mine [Pre-Chorus] And if we make it out of here alive Just say you won't look back to see Just who we left behind (there might not be a next time) [Chorus] There might not be a next time With all the ups and downs and turnarounds Might not be a next time To the breaking up to breaking down Might not be a next time Yeah we were the ones who'd say There might not be a next time [Pre-Chorus] And if we make it out of here alive Just say you won't look back to see Just who we left behind Just who we left behind [Chorus] After all the fuck ups and fallouts There might not be a next time With all the ups and downs and turnarounds Might not be a next time Through all the breaking up to breaking down There might not be a next time Yeah we were the ones who'd say There might not be a next time Might not be a next time There might not be a next time [Outro] Words to live by We're all doing just fine