Lyrics

[Fisiwe] You may never know Where my footprints lead You may never see See the path I choose Or see my constellations move [Fisiwe & Chuma] Heaven Heaven is in my mind I put it together Constructed like the hells in which I've lived Out of wishes, ideas voice Out of motion change Out of desire energy And analysis Which have as much critical mass as muscle bone Blood Focus my attention on my intention Take full responsibility Recognize when I preempt my own heaven with ideas That drain my power like Theconspiracy that uses invisible strings To keep me moving in the realm of my own inconsistency If I could just deny that hate We don't want you kind here Blame: It's not my fault Pride: I don't understand what you're talking about Fear: I can't do it, I just can't Self-fulfilling prophecy [Fisiwe] You may never know Where my footprints lead After I am gone away You may never see See the path I choose May never see the twinkling of my star See my constellations move [Chuma] But... but I can dream it, I can be it That... that moon, that cloud That sun That sky I can be that safe That full That happy That real Don't tell me [Fisiwe & Chuma] Don't tell me heaven's sealed for the likes of those holier than me I've got plenty holes of my own I refuse I refuse to loose my mind to the sadness locked in the illusion of my finitude You can't make me, tell me come down off my clouds That is not your place My clouds belong to me Don't you dare presume to decide for me the color of My soul The middle of My intention The element of My spirit That is not you place My spirit belongs to me I belong to my spirit Has the birthright to explore my own uncharted territory I put my heaven together I dream my heaven together I love my heaven together I wish my heaven together I choose my heaven together I poem my heaven together I know my heaven I know my heaven as I makeshift me where When I live here Then soon I will be All back together again Knowing who, what, where, when, how, why, I am, we are A heavenly, heavenly being [Fisiwe] You may never know Where my footprints lead After I am gone away