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Lyrics

[Intro] (I don't know, I've never written a song where somebody's name was the title or was part of the lyrics, so I'll probably just change the lyrics to be hummed where their name is, and call it something stupid and self-aware like "[redacted]") [Verse 1] I don't wanna try to love you For the sake of my own self-discovery I am well aware That would be cruel I don't wanna take advantage Of the feelings you have for me Especially not when I don't know what it is I feel for you [Pre-Chorus] I mean, I know that I lovе being your friend So much so it makes mе question if I might want a little bit more But I won't turn you into an experiment Just so I can be completely sure [Chorus] So, I'm so sorry, but I think I should go It just wouldn't be fair to you, you know Do I like you or do I just hate being alone? [Verse 2] I don't wanna give you false hope Or entertain something that's never gonna come true I would never try to lead you on But I don't wanna figure out who I am Through figuring out if I like you So I think it might be best if we just stopped [Pre-Chorus] But I really love being your friend And it's selfish, but at the end of this I hope that you'll still let me be Because even if you were a willing participant If I experimented, I never want your heartache To be because of me [Chorus] So, I'm so sorry, but I think I need to go It isn't fair to you that I don't know If I like you or if I just hate being alone [Bridge] I'm not leaving cause I don't care I have to go because the idea of being in love with you makes me so scared And I don't know who I am anymore But I know that I never even questioned it before I met you [Chorus] So, I'm so sorry that I have to go You'd be a casualty of my curiosity So I think it's best if we never know If I like you or if I just hate being alone And yet I'm alone