Song Meaning
The lyrics paint a picture of a fractured relationship, possibly romantic or platonic, where one person feels fundamentally altered by the other's actions. The opening lines establish a contrast between a natural state of being ("God made us rational") and a perceived artificiality in the other person ("Thought made you stereo"). This sets a tone of disappointment and resentment, culminating in the blunt accusation, "Boy, what an A-hole." The narrator feels diminished, comparing themselves to "used software" that has been rendered obsolete or inefficient by the other's influence.
This feeling of being made "spare" is the central tension. It suggests a sense of being discarded or rendered useless, a direct consequence of the other person's behavior. The repeated phrase "You made me spare" underscores this feeling of external causation for the narrator's current state. The narrator's response is a firm refusal to engage further, stating, "I will not join you" and "I will not follow you," indicating a desire for separation and self-preservation.
The lyrics then explore various catalysts for change and emotional states, creating a complex emotional landscape. "Loss made us idiots" and "Fear makes us critical" suggest shared experiences that have negatively impacted both individuals, though the focus remains on how the other person's actions have specifically affected the narrator. The contrast between "Life made you beautiful" and the narrator's feeling of being "spare" highlights a perceived imbalance and perhaps jealousy or a sense of unfairness. The final stanza offers a glimmer of hope or at least a recognition of different outcomes, with "Sleep makes you possible," "Doom made this laughable," and "Love made a festival," suggesting that while the narrator feels diminished, other forces and experiences can lead to different, even positive, results.