What I’m Feelin’

Lyrics

[Hook: Sarah Violette] What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out [Verse 1: Sarah Violette] What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out Every flaw is set back, so how do I strengthen? I feel my whole set's wack, but they want it lengthened My role is so small, ocean bottom of plankton Got my pen set to write, but I'm feelin' so blanked in The words never sank in, neither did I That experience was serious, I needed to fly But yo I'm frail, and I failed, and depleted inside Who cares if I prevail, I deleted my pride The view scenic and I've seen it in the sea of my eye What do I feel, how do I feel it, is it real or a lie? Should I feed it, when I feel it, should I kill it or not? I make believe I am the realest, then I fill in the plot The whole story's so boring, yo I'm still in a box I need to break outta my brain, get outta the clock Outta monotony, I'm bored, yet so much to be done Second class citizen just diggin' for that freedom Nah I won't serve, I swerve, I can't lead 'em Yeah she got some nerve, those words, she gon' eat 'em Well baby let me read 'em, I'm glad to shout it Let me feel good without feelin' bad about it [Hook: Sarah Violette] What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out [Verse 2: Sarah Violette] What I'm thinking, what I've thought, what I'm tryna convey Yo let me drink another shot, so I could finally say Just what I mean, when I mean it, nothing subtle to write I'm the daughter, under water tryna juggle her life See as a teen, I was serene, and I struggled to fight 'Cause I was busy catching beams in my puddle of light And my peers were drinking beers, I would funnel the sight Shit am I different, am I queer, or just the one who is was right? 'Cause I was thinking all these thoughts I was tryna convey Who was lost, was it me, in this tiny array? Well if you starving for the thought, I suggest you take the food from it I could feel something but then I disapprove of it It grows, and it grows and that is when I bottle it Feelings try to show so I talk myself out of it 'Cause I don't wanna feel that, its pain with a pleasure Wet when it's dry, it's the rain in the desert It's strain altogether, rejection, I could taste it I hate it so much, I'll step and stay faceless Before I ever face it, and maybe that is smart of me Maybe it's the reason only you could take my heart from me Maybe it has sharpened me or maybe it's destructive Maybe it's the feelin', if not then tell me what is Tell me what my gut is, how is it intuitive? Don't know how to feel, all I know is how to move and live [Hook: Sarah Violette] What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out What I'm feelin', what I'm feelin', what I feel right now? One second I feel depressed, the next I feel proud In a minute you can't guess just what I feel now I'm just tryna take a step back figure myself out