Lyrics

[Chorus, L.] Traveling through the time when these thoughts were relieving Before the past finds the clock, striking down uneasily How am I gonna find myself without you not believing? I guess it's time this second I revive what I believe in [Verse 1, L.] Give me seconds, give me minutes, give me all the time I need when fixing these fixations as I'm sounding rather needy You don't listen to me lately Maybe that's the pills I'm taking, but I'm wishing for an answer, rubbing alcohol for genies Hanging on the edge as hangovers for trapezes Like the Great Houdini, poof, all my problems gone til it catches up like "Oof', but til then, the time goes on The ticks are catching up to me, biting til I'm numb and I wanna ball in all the moolah, but a dollar's not the dream Should I bawl beside the corner? Maybe I should get some sleep Sky falling til the morning, night crawling as I dream In the sleepy hollows with a hollowed side to scream when the hallowed aren't following the trail I pieced with tears When you calling out to God, you're also altered by your fears Where's my momma when I need her? She probably falling asleep again, tired from me asking for money I need for weekends, huh? [Verse 2, blvv] Tick tock The minutes pass by on the clock The hours fly by, gotta watch Can't keep track of time-bought watch I'm feeling like I need some time to cope with this internal conflict Feeling like I'm trapped inside inside a cell Treat me like a convict Lately I be feelin like nobody really listening I'm sinking lower into my mattress, daylight diminishing.. Gotta get up, gotta get out of the door Walk the Trail of Tears, relocate I had to leave home Stuck in a lucid dream Can't tell the difference no more Running from my fears I think it's time to get up and go Been so broke (broke) Shit ain't a joke (ain't no joke) Was getting that white on the low, (Betty) Lost sight of myself I didn't know where to go Say that they're there when you carry their load Once you down, they got invisible cloaks Can't see ahead, it's so dark and I'm cold Waves crashing on me, can't swim undertow Everyday I used to pray till I excepted life is like this All my vices aren't helping me I drink too much Hennessy My family keeps telling me I should consider therapy [Bridge, L.] Catch your breath for a second, give me minutes, give me hours before the months start preventing me from collecting this power Watch your step, clock is ticking Don't wander off from the distance Why don't you cherish the moment instead of feeling reminiscent? [Outro, blvv] I'll take any and everything I can get if it means not getting lost in the dissonance What's the difference? You always ask, but you don't ever answer Bad habits resemble cancer No disciple, you're a master You should know this time around you're the only higher power Use this time wisely The hand is ticking by the hour He who shoulders pain alone will surely be devoured