Lyrics

[Chorus, L.] I don't wanna be lost in this again And I think all my friends have forgotten me I don't wanna be toxic within But I feel like I lost it yet again [Verse 1, L.] Lost in the shadows, in the sound of silence With darkness, my old friend Can you hear the sirens? Sleeping on the champagne bleeding through my stained shirt Spilling all the tea, smoking leaves like it's maple I feel they want me to stay home, but that's the not case though Yet I feel encased, framed with mystery, no case closed Diamonds in the rough, for no jewelers wanna take gold So I'm spending all my pay stubs, save it for the drugs Making banks roll [Verse 2, blvv] Waking up on broken glass I think I drank too much Smoking all the goddamn blunts There's ash on my cuffs What you want? This ain't what I want! It's gonna catch you up Can't go back to my old ways, no Can't go back to them old days, no Don't you leave, no You can't outrun me, no Trapped within my conscience I can't hide, it tries to hunt me Tell me that you're there for me Then why the fuck am I so lonely? All my friends concerned They starting a GoFundMe [Chorus, L.] I don't wanna be lost in this again And I think all my friends have forgotten me I don't wanna be toxic within But I feel like I lost it yet again Again and again... [Verse 3, blvv] I'm feelin lost and alone Don't really know what to call home Dance to the beat of my drum, I know that you feel the vibrations of my song This one's for my bro in the ground I'm too fucked up, so I can't be found My sister she just like me and Pops buried too She feel like no one around I hate that depression keeps choosing me Sit in the silence till my mind starts abusing me Always felt helpless to the things that it do to me This shit feels just like drowning The feeling ain't new to me I'm kicking my arms and I'm screaming Too much of this drank I can't stand up, I'm leaning You get off the drugs and you might just start feigning I just wanna go home But I just keep leaving