Lyrics

[Chorus] Where to go when you get lost Do you want me to go? Cause if so, I'll get lost I'm just a simple spirit wandering around this big small world If I sit still for a minute, wonder if my voice will be heard [Verse 1] Islands in the skies Dystopias in disguise I long for your eyes, I've been wanting for awhile Walking rather aimlessly, my father slowly aging at a faster pace (huh..) All I wanna do is paint the walls and see that smile's radiance (Yup!) Keep on chasing, babe Be patient and you'll see the waves keep changing Longer you keep wading, but don't stop there Don't be waiting Don't be lazy, get your ass up out of bed and make your day Or someone else's that's in need of help as much as you Show them all the things that you can do and prove yourself the way you choose This is your story, no one else, it's up to you And right here, I stand before the people doubting just as much you I myself am just a coward, but allowed to see right through All the fallacies surrounding me The charms and sultry ruses But let's see what I can do [Chorus] Where to go when you get lost Do you want me to go? Cause if so, I'll get lost I'm just a simple spirit wandering around this big small world If I sit still for a minute, wonder if my voice will be heard [Verse 2] Crossed all the lands to higher grounds, but then I found I wasn't found I wasn't sound I wasn't proud Now what to do? I'm upside down But the upside of it all is that I've learned from what's been quiet down Inside my mouth, within my head Were all the thoughts and questions left Answered back with more questions given Filed down with nails to pound The hammer rocks the thunder loud Like Ragnarok, I am a God I am a king I am a fraud I am a thief I am the fall and rise when life is nothing more, but pitch black... Pitch black... [Verse 3] Pitch black, living in that When I feel as if nothing's left as I think back About the past and about regrets About the last of what's held us back Wanna give back with my gifts, but I feel my presence is a conflict already in itself When I just wanna help Without helping myself So I bottle up, building negativity among the world But lately, I've been feeling like a failure Lately to the ones I hold dear Wonder if that's how mom feels Wonder if my father feels similar When we fight by the minute, sit in silence during dinner And the longer we decide to not talk about our feelings Then the longer in our lives that we're bound to feel like villains Just wish we can talk it out But destiny left that for another year At some time, we'd have fallen out But destiny left that for the next year No time to feel wallowed out Cause destiny left it up to me to repeal So it's time I get out of here, find my own place in this realm On a battleship Build my own base for myself And my family So the next time you get a good glimpse of my face Maybe learn something out of it So the next time, I get a glimpse where I'm faced Then I can learn something outta this I can learn something out of this...