Everything Changes

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Wax-winged and white-robed Singing I think I could love Walking in a cloud of smoke I was all caffeine and Lexapro Burnt out and free to leave Man I wish I could believe I'd get my license, drive away Flying down the 93 Mm Mm Midnight, I'm all alone Seventeen on my bedroom floor Sitting in a wedding dress All the best for you and yours Used to think someday we'd kiss Well oh well I'd be remiss If I ever told you to your face [Chorus] Oh why oh why doesn't anything Ever feel like it's changing? I find I've been forgetting things About myself I once knew all the same [Verse 2] New love, talk me through I don't feel like missing you Thought that I would feel brand new But it all goes back to messy rooms I love your smile when you smile at me Fuck I wish I could believe Learner driver, seventeen The middle of an empty street When I saw the supermoon I turned away to look at you Anxious and it's nothing new Something borrowed, always blue My friend and I see the same stars Twenty-one hours apart Thought it would get easier to love but it's so fucking hard Lost again, went off my meds Imagining the consequence It's just the way you've always been to me [Chorus] Oh why oh why doesn't anything Ever feel like I'm growing now? I just want to make peace with it I'm not sure if I know how [Verse 3] My baby's dead and school is done I don't feel like having fun Laying here for days on end Work and sleep and cry again Stay afloat for nine more years Till it's cool to disappear All my friends and ghosts all here Hold my hand and tell me something I've known grief and I've known love It's nothing like you thought it was And I know that my head's fucked up But you swear that you like me cause [Outro] You know everything changes but I hope it all stays the same You know everything changes but it's all gonna stay the same You know everything changes but you want it to stay the same You know everything changes but you want it to stay the same You know everything changes but you want it to stay the same You know everything changes but it's all gonna stay the same