Song Meaning
The lyrics open with a raw, almost desperate plea to understand another's pain and sorrow, repeated with an insistent rhythm. This isn't just curiosity; it's a deep-seated need to connect with the hidden suffering of "you." The narrator wants to know the "pain" and "sadness" "in the depths" of the other person, suggesting a profound empathy or a shared sense of being wounded.
This desire to connect is immediately contrasted with a series of existential "why" questions. The narrator grapples with feelings of unworthiness, loneliness, and a fundamental questioning of their own existence and purpose. The repeated "Why am I not loved?" and "Why was I born?" reveal a deep internal struggle, a search for answers that remain elusive, amplified by the plea, "Someone please answer me."
The chorus introduces "100 lonely ones" who "look up at the sky" and "walk the streets" daily, a collective experiencing of isolation. The narrator identifies with this group, stating, "You are one of them, I am one of them," highlighting a shared but unfulfilled desire to "understand each other." This shared loneliness becomes a central theme, emphasizing the difficulty of genuine connection despite the mutual longing.
The lyrics then shift to a protective impulse, urging the other person to "not see" the "lies of strangers" and to avoid being hurt by them. This is followed by another wave of painful questions, including "Why am I hated?" and "Why can't I smile?" The narrator's inability to love themselves, "Why can't I love myself?" is particularly striking, framing their isolation as an internal barrier as much as an external one.
The final verses offer a fragile hope. The "100 lonely ones" continue to "disappear into the sky" and are "削られる" (worn down/eroded) by the city, yet the narrator expresses a desire to "stop" them and "take their hand." Despite admitting, "I have nothing," the narrator extends their hand, a gesture of solidarity and a plea for the other to "turn around." This act, devoid of material offering, signifies a profound emotional commitment to bridging the gap of loneliness.