Lyrics

Lonely, am I though I try to look otherwise? Laugh or smile, disguise or rather hide The insecurities I feed You ask, why mask, what is going on with me? Fuck! Why should you care? And I remember thinking to myself "God if you're up there send me down someone who gives a fuck" It's hard living, it's hard times in my mind Doubt everything around me yet I say "You're not fine" I tell myself "You're not right" It's insane the things I wish that I had felt Like the piercing sting of a Father's belt Because tough love is still love, love's tough, I know this much So I'll tell you right now motherfucks, life's harder when you got none Shit and yet still I try They say the guilty dog barks first And I've been barking til my fucking throat hurts And this is it, the guilty dog barks first And I've been barking til my throat hurts For many years I've tried To escape what makes me me But all I wanted my whole life Was just somebody to give a fuck