Sympathy is a knife remix featuring berberich

Lyrics

I don't wanna share the space I don't wanna force a smile This one boy taps my insecurities Don't know if it's real or if I'm spiraling One voice tells me that they laugh Barbara says I'm just paranoid Says she just don't see it, she's so naive I'm embarassed to have it but need the sympathy 'Cause I couldn't even be him if I tried I'm opposite, I'm on the other side I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie? I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know (don't know) Why I wanna buy a gun? Why I wanna shoot myself? Volatilе at war with my dialogue I'd say that there was a God if thеy could stop this (fuck this) Wild voice tearing me apart I'm so apprehensive now Don't wanna see him backstage At my boyfriend's show Fingers crossed behind my back I hope they break up quick 'Cause I couldn't even be him if I tried I'm opposite, I'm on the other side I feel all these feelings I can't control Oh no, don't know why All this sympathy is just a knife Why I can't even grit my teeth and lie? I feel all these feelings I can't control (Oh no) All this sympathy is just a knife All this sympathy is just a life All this sympathy is just a knife Yeah, all this sympathy is just a life Oh no, oh no Why is all this sympathy a fucking knife? Yeah, all this sympathy is just a knife Couldn't even be him if I tried Oh no, oh no