Got What I Deserved

Lyrics

The smell of coffee, the smell of you The jungle fever, the old perfume The memories, I keep for you The satin shoulders, the crystal dew You save for someone, only God knows who My slice of heaven is just a memory Oh I'm so lonely but it's how I wanna be If I could kill you, you know I would But that would alter the neighborhood I got your letter, the picture of your smile I'm not your lover, not even for a while The things that happened, I got what I deserved 'cuz i was evil, got the Devil on my nerves I ate the mushrooms, I licked the pie I stole the moment, I stole your eyes I was a monster, I was a bad man I was a killer, I took your hand I was only looking for a girl to understand My foolish weakness, my evil way Fatal attractions, they come my way I'm like a child, a little boy I'm like a baby without a toy This is my story, I'll never be a man Sometimes I'm ashamed when I see what I am My life is hopeless, my dreams are real You say I'm crazy but I know what I feel I got the sickness, I know there ain't no cure I'm gonna die from it, that's one thing that's for sure I'm getting paranoid, I'm senile with a smile The mirror tells me how i look like Oscar Wilde A poets glory, the final hour Mission accomplished, the crumbling tower This world is ending, no reason to delay I wrote the ending I no longer wanna play With ankle bracelets or Sally Mae This is the ending, this is my final day My slice of heaven is just a memory Oh I'm so lonely but it's how I wanna be If I could kill you, you know I would But that would alter the neighborhood I stole the moment, I stole your eyes I was a monster, I was a bad man I was a killer, I took your hand I was only looking for a girl to understand