Once/Open

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VERSE I ONCE..... I know this might sound fucked up But i gotta speak my mind Or else im feelin locked up Fuck... I wish dis shit didn't hurt so much If this chance passes me by I may regret this til im dust Dusk...... On my friends porch smokin blunts Half the year been doin shows To those that came Love everyone..... But.... The thing bout bein gone for months Ive had time to think alot About how you only live ONCE ONCE.... See i'm not tryin to crush no one By decisions that i make While im still capable and young -- my life has so damn much at stake I fear my steps And what i break..... Even those theses risks i take May lead to better places............. HOOK I just wish this ONCE..... That every choice i made Didn't have so many (consequences)..... ONCE that box is OPENED up...... If we like it, should'nt fight it It was meant to happen like this.............OPEN VERSE II --what if i had to start again..... Would i die broke and alone While getting looked down by my friends --hurt the ones that love me most To find the love i never had ---your love was always good enough But we might the find the love we lack If you were in my position Wonder if you'd understand --you know when we made our decision There were certain circumstances -- and our current situation Hurts me and just holds me back I knew this was the risk we took I'm sorry im the first to crack OPEN...... ^see im not tryin to trash your love -- this sort of freedom that i crave -- is deeper than just tryin to fuck -- i don't know what my problem is But this feelin is serious Unless i find out what this is I don't think i can give this up ONCE......