Lyrics

Waking up today I had the sense that it was time for change But feeling demoralized, the perception is hushed And I'm quiet now Waking up today I could barely feel my face Not jumping up out of bed, but falling instead Because my body's numb Look into a mirror Would you recognize yourself? You'll find sometimes you don't Your friends ask if you're okay You're turning blue as they wait for an answer But you won't No, no you won't I feel my insides showing out I want medicine but no amount Can take me away, take me away from this I must confront this confusing mess Mother said, "Son, always do your best Child, child now" I wish I listened to you then Look into a mirror I don't recognize myself I've found sometimes I don't My friends ask if I'm okay I'm turning blue as they wait for an answer But I won't No, no I won't I should have listened to you then I should have listened to you then I should have listened to you then