Spid

Lyrics

She talks about me while I'm gone Your wife said that I am banned from the house forevermore Have you both gone too far? You send them like messengers out of fear Like I'm miles away to talk like a man, yeah you're far Emotionally too far And it seems like time went fast enough For you to just give up I refuse to face the simple fact that you just want me dead But what I can do now? You're not around I'm not your son I never was Like I was a stranger all of this time Since I thought you could be someone I'd trust, oh, I was wrong Is it just bizarre? I let you be my hell for day and night You actively were trying to hard for me to pay you back Like it was all my fault And it seems like time went fast enough For you to just give up You speed through my life like I'm just a memory from the past But what I can do now? I'm alone at the street every midnight Running from the fear and the deep dark I disdain, oh, this damn fucking life But it is what my luck has brought And I still haven't known 'bout my siblings Not a word from my brothers and sister I feel like I no longer am beloved I barely get ahold of myself I'm living these days overwhelmed Oh, I had in front of me the reason Like my mother has told me every season Maybe she was right about you, dad Maybe she was right