Kind Stranger

Lyrics

[Verse] Looking for an enemy, looking for an outlet People say they friend to me, taught myself to doubt it Tired of the jealousy, I just need some energy Too many times I've been betrayed, turn me to a renegade Yeah, the devil is sprouting Look over the mountain, far from a holy fountain Of pills and doctor's notes, body feels like a joke On the outside of the function, inhaling the smoke Push me to the limits, lookin' through the bridges Cycle always pushing me, pеrpetrator and witness I was the Dеvil's favorite daughter and dancer How you cope with this shit? I know you don't have the answers There was a witness, maybe was fated I'm so sorry but I'll have to call you later Life in the hands of a kind stranger With my hands in cuffs I'll be sure to thank ya Cops were lying to me like I was one to toy with Tell me that's my friend, I do not know who that boy is I was just tryna flirt with the other side Hanging off the side, promise that I wasn't tryin' Daddy said that you gotta get out Didn't think about why I was in Lotta good people that lost their way Sometimes I think about how they've been He found me out, I asked, "Can we talk 'bout that later?" Still haven't talked about it, girl is still a stranger Money and the power, always most important one If I cannot be a human, I gotta be more than one If no one saw me, no one heard me, where would I be? Schrödinger's body, food for the worms, inedible, under the bridge Before I was 18, thought it'd be, inevitable Ayy, but I'm still here, it's incredible I've been paralyzed 'cause moving forward feels frightening But got everything I wanted in those songs from 2019 Haven't told a soul the name of my album yet Because there's no point in dropping it if I drop dead I call 'em too many times, the doctors don't ring me Did wrong by my family So I'm in the woods now, my therapist is the trees I'm tryna be at peace So I'll never have to meet a kind stranger again Gotta learn how to reach a hand Can't let a path of broken glass follow me forever I carry the weight in my blood to make life better [Outro] I said, I carry the, yeah I That's it, yeah