Loving You Silently

Lyrics

[Verse 1] You always said I'd break your heart (one day, one day) Ain't it funny how the roles reversed? I should've known it from the start (no way, no way) I was never gonna put me first [Pre-Chorus] No use in holding you from afar If I'll just be opening other scars If missing means hell Then there isn't much else I can do [Chorus] So I'll go on, loving you silently You're not the one but you're still a part of me We never won, and never even really got to try So you'll go on living inside of me Watch from the front, instead of beside of me You had to run, and never even got to say goodbye [Verse 2] I fly to you to make a plan (I fly, I fly) But there's no clarity in smoke and dust It hurts me but I understand Can't love you enough for the both of us [Pre-Chorus] No use in holding you from afar If I'll just be opening other scars If missing means hell Then there isn't much else I can do [Chorus] So I'll go on, loving you silently You're not the one but you're still a part of me We never won, and never even really got to try So you'll go on living inside of me Watch from the front, instead of beside of me You had to run, and never even got to say goodbye [Verse 3] I know about your wounds Know they need tending to I cared for you Wasn't pretending to Hope it was true The way you said you loved me every night [Bridge] I know about your flaws Would have been fine with me You don't want help I shouldn't have tried to be I'm just myself And now I'll be sayin' goodbye