Get Myself Together

Lyrics

[Verse 1] I'd rather be around some love for the night Then to lay up with my dick in hand Lusting over chicken heads Puffin on the swisher stem Medicine for the dizziness Band aids over the trauma My feet fidgetin' Don't leave me with my thoughts if you love me, trust me Shit a get ugly Price tag on peace I'm watching numbers increase I'm careful around police They bussing across the street It's never nothing to eat It's poisonous but it's cheap If niggas would let me sleep This lady across thе street She getting her ass bеat It's teddy bears on the curb It's bottles of Hennessy That's how we say RIP So put me around some L.O.V.E 6 ft 3 but feel I 6 feet deep Or like I might as well be Second for myself please Barter my well-being A martyr for the wealthy Niggas tried to sell me Half of the 7 days I needed to meditate To focus and go create To me at a lower rate Them bills that I need to pay And mama wanted grand babies The way I'm living ma you geeking or you half crazy [Hook] (Before I do that) I need to get myself together (Pray I don't go back, tryin not to go crazy) I need to get myself together-gether-gether [Verse 2] She even hip the boy to afua Never surpressing that mental affluence Maskin' it with the masculine Man enough to man it down But man enough to grab my dick I know we needed both at times I know we need to balance it Fact is, not my job to unpack shit Fact is, sometimes lyrics don't twin with actions Back then, I roamed free and land in the mattress Of any one that would have me Magic the walls collapsing With passion And then I would vanish Tell you about the damge I caused Ripping off the bandage Blame it on sad habits Cuz home is the fifth planet Gift of gab but a curse When attention span got abandoned My pallet was too expansive But never forgot where home was at Freedom in commitment sex drive Can't thrive inside of no cul de sac Parked the boy cat so fuego don't even want the strap Hope we make a queen of our own to practice emotional maturation to soften my edges My regression to innocence Pinky swear to protect it My affinity infinite spread in every direction Won't let em paint you no bitter bitch No you sweet like my beverage [Hook] (Before I do that) I need to get myself together (Pray I don't go back, tryin not to go crazy) I need to get myself together-gether-gether