I Hate Myself, I Want To Party

Lyrics

[Verse 1] Who knows when you will call me And I can meet you at the bar again I hate myself, I want to party And pretend that I'm a star again [Pre-Chorus] Well, in my mind I'm ridin' around In the backseat drinking it subtle And my friends know anything goes And I'm a good girl at playing with trouble But I hate myself, I want to party And pretend that I'm a part of something [Chorus] But instead, I watch TV, fuck my girl, check my phone, babe PS5, change my shirt and drink alone, babe And only I can bring me down And keep me stuck at home Keep me stuck at home [Verse 2] I thought I couldn't make a song now But I think I'm gonna write again I had a year to let my body Figure out its parts again [Pre-Chorus] But in my mind I'm ridin' around In the backseat drinking it subtle And my friends know anything goes And I'm a good girl at playing with trouble But I hate myself, I want to party Pretend that I'm a part of something [Chorus] But instead, I watch TV, fuck my girl, check my phone, babe PS5, change my shirt and drink alone, babe And only I can bring me down And only I can bring me down And only I can bring me down And keep me stuck at home And keep me stuck at home Keep me stuck at home And keep me stuck at home [Bridge] I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that And I know it's my track I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that Gonna take it right back I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that It was never my track I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that Gonna take it right back I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that It was never my track I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that Gonna take it right back [Outro] I don't wanna live like that I don't wanna live like that Gonna take it right back I don't wanna live like that, uh