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[Verse] Feel like I'm finished, diminished, defeated, worthless, alcohol urges What's worse is I had no purpose 'Til I got level headed, the Devil jetted I'm by myself, I'm way esoteric Feature guest on Beneath the Surface Came to the studio then left before GZA heard it He didn't even know I had about two or three verses About the pilgrimage thеn the prayer I wish would have said 'еm I held back, it wasn't my beat, oh well Maybe the verses'll come back to me one day, time will tell Shout out to Masta Killa, that's my ninja His grandmother stoop we both rapped for GZA We both telepathic but he painted graphic pictures We both wrote two cassette tapes, he told me how to rhyme, coined Heavy Mental I told him I had an album called No Set Date, ideas man So after a while I changed my name to Ghostface Back then Shabazz name was Raekwon, Ghost name was Priest I remember RZA as Inspectah Deck And the Rebel INS only made beats Yeah I remember that, the engineer name was Cappadonna, how could I remember that and I wasn't even born I came in the gang later on as XXXTentacion But how is that even possible if I'm gone Haha, I'm still here, I'm just in greater form What if I told you I had a pen and pad in my hand Was a instrument, and I just played jazz I'm in a band The life of the party, cigarette, excellent social skills, top hat and a coat, I'm just a regular man What if I told you I sliced myself in the throat and left myself dead in the sand And that I'm not from America but I'm from Sudan And I'm not suicidal 'cause I used the Bible, hola I see the world through a moth lens, flower buds, soft stems, all filmed It pause in the wind and then they pause a walk with a friend Acorns, where the weather stay warm, day storms Peaceful nights, beetle lights, lightning bugs or genotypes Silver moon, gleaming bright Lullabies, butterfly The ring of life, mushrooms, medicinal plants, cut and prune, pluck and groom The natural aromatics is like a brush of perfume Pollination is part of the process of populations The [?] nations, ungodly cases Sun Ra the sacred I'm boutta replay on Space is the Place Unbox your favourite, kids playing and watch fox chases The tribes of Indians been knew about mycelium Before the rise of milleniums, Aboriginals and Abyssinian Big slabs it was written in My thoughts divine, I go to the pen whenever I cross the line I do the time, I'm locked in Behind bars I'll give you a [?] They say my brain sells, the walls are like some sort of a jail I'm trying to complete my sentence, trials of being a black male The courtroom is guilty